Where the hell have I been?

I dont think I have much to say here although if you asked the people closest to me, I rarely shut my mouth...

so where have I been?

I don't know... Ive just been existing.  Not that Im sad, or depressed or feeling sorry for myself.  Im just around. Getting stuff done.  Waiting for a new phase I suppose.

Im still me, still Chief.  Just not "blogging chief"...

I have found myself working on IRL relationships and finding stability there...

Work has changed drastically <---probably for the better.. too busy to complain too much, but not so busy that I am manic

Homelife is good, we are content.

Bud is starting to plan for High School and Im not ready.  I find myself longing for the "empty nest" stage in my life but then I start pulling back hard against sending him off to experience the years of my life that were so dark and painful.  High School. 

Curly is changing too... growing up.. turning into his mother.  He makes us laugh and makes us angry all in the same instant... the apple doesn't fall far does it?

Will this blog ever be the way it was?  I hope not because that will mean that I am not evolving as a person.  Two years ago this blog was something completely different that it was when it hit its peak last year.  That's how it should be.

Im proud of it because it is who I am.  I never fake it here.

Until next time.... 

Ciao :)

11 crazy comments. I'm still waiting for yours!:

Maggie said...

Good to see you, and I'm SO glad you're doing so well. I hear ya on the high school thing. Mine are a few years off yet but it terrifies me that they are going to have to deal with it all at some point. Scared stiff!

Keep evolving...and keep updating!

Barbaloot said...

Sometimes it's nice to just exist and not have the desire or pull to blog. Have fun existing and evolving.

Kmama said...

I miss you. :-(

Glad you are doing well though.

Opto-Mom said...

Glad you're back!

I feel like I've been slacking a bit. I guess I've been so busy that I haven't had time for anything funny to happen to me.

LeShel said...

love you! coming to utah soon and hoping i can see at least long enough for a hug!

Brittney said...

thats wonderful its easy to get caught up in the blog world that you feel like the real world isnt still going lol... glad things are going well for yah

*LLUVIA* said...

Good to hear you are doing ok. I was wondering where you've been!!! I've been away too...also living life, still jobless, but my ever growing kid is keeping me a lot busier than before.

:-)

Jaymi said...

Love the Explanation, I'm feeling a bit better now.
See Ya Love Ya Bye!

M-Cat said...

I like how you mention that blogs evolve and that is a good thing because that means we are changing as people. Makes me feel better about my own lack of blogging.

CountessLaurie said...

It's good to evolve :-) And I am glad to be a part of whatever evolution you go through! You and MCat were my first URL friends!!

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